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Gnosis; Present Moment

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , , on May 15, 2013 by ctkwingchun

ChaosStar

The gnostic state is achieved when a person’s mind is focused on only one point, thought, or goal and all other thoughts are thrust out. Practitioners of chaos magic each develop their own ways of reaching this state.

All such methods hinge on the belief that a simple thought or direction experienced during the gnostic state and then forgotten quickly afterwards bypasses the “psychic censor” (faculties averse to the magical manipulation of reality) and is sent to the subconscious, rather than the conscious mind, where it can be enacted through means unknown to the conscious mind.

In Dreams; I Fight

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Martial Arts and Training, Strategy and Psychology on May 14, 2013 by ctkwingchun

He backed his car up on my lawn – a boat of a thing.  Hit my retaining wall.  All this as I watched from across the street.  It was dusk if I recall.

I’d had enough.  I called out to him and said that I was going to make him pay.  He crossed the street and I laid into him.  He seemed to recover for a second and he hit me in the face hard but it did nothing more than jostle me.  I kicked his legs out from under him and he collapsed to the ground.  I pounced.

He turned away on his side to cover up as I rained punches and elbows over his head.  Then I proceeded to throw knee after knee into his kidneys.  He would be sure to piss blood now.

After the finishing blows, he hobbled away muttering to me that he would never encroach on my property again.

———-

I’ve had a lot of fights in my dreams, but I usually have a habit of losing.  I move awkwardly and can’t seem to control the pace.  I haven’t had a fight dream in some time so it was nice to know that I’ve gained ground within my subconscious – where it really counts.

One thing that still bothers me though, is how that skin on my forehead got torn out…that’s some Freddy Kruger type shit…

CTK

April Showers Bring May Demons

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags on May 9, 2013 by ctkwingchun

This week has been exceptionally hard for some reason.  My demons of sadness and self-hatred have reared their heads on a continual basis.

That’s why I’ve delved so deeply into GSP’s work and watching El-P’s interviews.  Greatness is upon them; and so it shall be on me as well.

I’ve made it very simple for my own psyche to understand: I’m either taking it in or putting it out.

I’m either absorbing the good energies of the world or I’m putting good energies of my own out.

I’m either reading books and watching interviews, or I’m writing articles and punching and kicking.

I cannot outrun my demons.  Therefore, I sit in silence and ask what they have to offer – to teach me.

The Academy

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags on May 5, 2013 by ctkwingchun

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I had a standing arrangement with God: I’d agree to believe in him—barely—so long as he let me sleep in on Sundays.
― Richelle Mead, Vampire Academy

Reaper Man

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags on May 4, 2013 by ctkwingchun

Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it. 
― Terry Pratchett, Reaper Man

 

My Heavy Bag Knows

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , on April 27, 2013 by ctkwingchun

TonyMontana
So I dress well. And I smile.

And I tell you that everything is gonna be just fine.

Bury My Body

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , , on April 26, 2013 by ctkwingchun

temple

Bury my body in the mountain behind the temple,

cover it with dirt and go home.

Read no sutras, hold no ceremony.

Receive no gifts from monk or laity.

Let the monks wear their robes,

eat their meals,

and carry on as normal days.

-Takuan Soho

John F. Kennedy

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , , , , , on April 26, 2013 by ctkwingchun

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F’sheezy.  I ain’t back.  I ain’t even go nowhere – except into the deepest veils of my mind.  To extract my fear, anger, rage and hatred for all those who stand against me.  Raise not your finger to point outwards; instead point steadfast in thine own direction.  For I am the cause and creator of all that surrounds me.

Ask not what your demons can do for you – but what you can do for your demons.

Meeting Your Expectations

Posted in Death and the Macabre on April 24, 2013 by ctkwingchun

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Faith > Pain

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , on April 19, 2013 by ctkwingchun

The Grande Finale

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Martial Arts and Training, Quotes and Articles on January 19, 2013 by ctkwingchun

On September 29, 2009, I joined forces with His Dark Side to write for this blog.  It’s now time to say goodbye and move on to something else.

I still have memories of when http://www.darkwingchun.com used to point to a comic-style website with an invitation to email the owner – responses on an ad-hoc basis.  If my memory serves me correctly, it was a forum post with a link that probably brought me there.  I really liked what the guy had to say.  His opinions were sound and yet, unlike most, he wasn’t selling anything.

What grew out of that chance website-encounter will be greater than anyone could ever imagine.  I’ve grown by leaps and bounds over the years and have developed a friendship closer than I ever thought possible.

I’ve always been terribly upset when visiting a blog and finding it defunct, but now I understand why it has to be done.  Blogs are their own little entities in the stratosphere of the internet.  Very much like a band that tours year after year, eventually looking across the studio, they say: I think we’re done here – some “We came.  We saw.  We conquered.” -type sh*t.

Perhaps this isn’t goodbye.  Perhaps it will remain an open-ended project in some regards.

I will start a new project that will continue on the lines of ‘Dark’ Wing Chun – just more personal than what I’ve been building here.  Perhaps I’ll come back to this post and leave a cookie crumb when it has started for those interested.

So.  Without further ado:

May you find your own path.

Shadow Self

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Martial Arts and Training with tags , , , on January 16, 2013 by ctkwingchun

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Have you ever lied?  Manipulated someone?  Thought dark things?  Death?

As humans in this society, it is conformance to shun these thoughts and feelings away.  To not acknowledge that which is present.

Not unlike a panic attack, which should be given its time to manifest, these thoughts of hate and hurt should be allowed to percolate.  The key is to use these powers for a reason.

As Vader put it so eloquently, do not deny your hatred.  Your darkness.

Embrace the night like it blankets the universe.

Growl.

Paradise Lost

Posted in Death and the Macabre on January 15, 2013 by ctkwingchun

Into this wilde Abyss,
The Womb of nature and perhaps her Grave,
Of neither Sea, nor Shore, nor Air, nor Fire,
But all these in their pregnant causes mixt
Confus’dly, and which thus must ever fight,
Unless th’ Almighty Maker them ordain
His dark materials to create more Worlds,
Into this wilde Abyss the warie fiend
Stood on the brink of Hell and look’d a while,
Pondering his Voyage; for no narrow frith
He had to cross.

RIP, Aaron Swartz

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Music and Clips with tags , on January 12, 2013 by ctkwingchun

Haroshi

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Martial Arts and Training on January 10, 2013 by ctkwingchun

If you opened up my skull, you’d probably find a boxing glove, a skateboard and some acupuncture needles.

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For those who don’t get me, I got you something.

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End of Day

Posted in Death and the Macabre on January 9, 2013 by ctkwingchun

VampireCoffin

Now, blessings light on him that first invented sleep! It covers a man all over, thoughts and all, like a cloak; it is meat for the hungry, drink for the thirsty, heat for the cold, and cold for the hot. It is the current coin that purchases all the pleasures of the world cheap, and the balance that sets the king and the shepherd, the fool and the wise man, even. ~Miguel de Cervantes, Don Quixote, 1605

Immortality

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Quotes and Articles with tags , on January 4, 2013 by ctkwingchun

 

If you but do this, you are versed in writings.
As to those learned scribes,
Of the time that came after the gods,
They who foretold the future,
Their names have become everlasting,
While they departed, having finished their lives,
And all their kin are forgotten.

They did not make for themselves tombs of copper,
With stelae of metal from heaven.
They knew not how to leave heirs,
Children [of theirs] to pronounce their names;
They made heirs for themselves of books,
Of Instructions they had composed.

They gave themselves [the scroll as lector]-priest,
The writing-board as loving-son.
Instructions are their tombs,
The reed pen is their child,
The stone-surface their wife.
People great and small
Are given them as children,
For the scribe, he is their leader.

Their portals and mansions have crumbled,
Their ka -servants are [gone];
Their tombstones are covered with soil,
Their graves are forgotten.
Their name is pronounced over their books,
Which they made while they had being;
Good is the memory of their makers,
It is for ever and all time!

Be a scribe, take it to heart,
That your name become as theirs.
Better is a book than a graven stela,
Than a solid [tomb-enclosure].
They act as chapels and tombs
In the heart of him who speaks their name;
Surely useful in the graveyard
Is a name in people’s mouth!

Man decays, his corpse is dust,
All his kin have perished;
But a book makes him remembered
Through the mouth of its reciter.
Better is a book than a well-built house,
Than tomb-chapels in the west;
Better than a solid mansion,
Than a stela in the temple!

Is there one here like Hardedef?
Is there another like Imhotep?
None of our kin is like Neferti,
Or Khety, the foremost among them.
I give you the name of Ptah-emdjehuty,
Of Khakheperre-sonb.
Is there another like Ptahhotep,
Or the equal of Kaires?
Those sages who foretold the future,
What came from their mouth occurred;
It is found as [their] pronouncement,
It is written in their books.
The children of others are given to them
To be heirs as their own children.
They hid their magic from the masses,
It is read in their Instructions.
Death made their names forgotten
But books made them remembered!

SOURCE : “The Immortality of Writers,” in The New Kingdom . Vol. 2 of Ancient Egyptian Literature: A Book of Readings. Trans. Miriam Lichtheim (Berkeley and Los Angeles: University of California Press, 1976): 176–177.

Risks

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Health and Wellness, Martial Arts and Training on December 14, 2012 by ctkwingchun

I think it’s harder for me to take risks now than when I first moved here 6 years ago.  I’ve built this ‘thing’ – this giant machine on wheels that goes barreling down the hill with no end in sight in order to finance all my mortgage and debts.  I’ve got a family to take care of now.  I used to say ‘damn the man’ and skateboard away from cops while listening to punk rock and hip-hop.  Chinese medicine is now as close as I come to say, “F*ck you establishment!”  Even my obsession of Fighting can’t be obsessed about as much with all the Family and Finances in the mix.

2012 will go down as the worst year ever that I have been on this planet.  It has been severely emotionally draining, financially crippling and relationship killing.  Needless to say, I feel I’m no farther along the Gung-Fu path that I was a year ago.  At least I got my car undercoated for the upcoming winter season, however it has yet to arrive.

Here’s to 2012 and the impending doom of the end of the world.  For 2013, I have hopes and dreams of finally selling my home, downsizing and simplifying my life, getting some of my finances in order – making my life fit my money and not the other way around, and perhaps I’ll have a chance to see you, my brother.

Premonition; Advice; Steve Jobs

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Quotes and Articles with tags on November 30, 2012 by ctkwingchun

Steve Jobs death

Jobs confided in Sculley that he believed he would die young, and therefore he needed to accomplish things quickly so that he would make his mark on Silicon Valley history.

We all have a short period of time on this earth, ” he told the Sculleys as they sat around the table that morning.  ”We probably only have the opportunity to do a few things really great and do them well.  None of us has any idea how long we’re going to be here, nor do I, but my feeling is I’ve got to accomplish a lot of these things while I’m young.

-Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson, Pg. 155

I Believe

Posted in Death and the Macabre, Quotes and Articles with tags , , on November 20, 2012 by ctkwingchun

“I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge-

That myth is more potent than history.

I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts-

That hope always triumphs over experience-

That laughter is the only cure for grief.

And I believe that love is stronger than death.”

Robert Fulghum

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