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A Thousand Li

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , , , , on November 27, 2013 by ctkwingchun


I’ve walked within my soul of souls

To discover my true nature

And after years of spells and hell

I’ve arrived at my own rapture


Rebirth of Slick

Posted in Martial Arts and Training with tags , , , , , on November 11, 2013 by ctkwingchun


It’s what we do, us martial artists.  Us Human Beings.  We reinvent ourselves.  We build it up and tear it down, just to build it up once more.

I don’t know who I am anymore.

So then we reach for the only thing that makes sense: a skipping rope and boxing gloves and weights.

Best thing for now – while I wait.


Posted in Quotes and Articles with tags , on June 6, 2013 by ctkwingchun

Sticks and stones may break my bones

My bones will fully heal

Names will hurt forever more

And my soul will steal

Bury My Body

Posted in Death and the Macabre with tags , , on April 26, 2013 by ctkwingchun


Bury my body in the mountain behind the temple,

cover it with dirt and go home.

Read no sutras, hold no ceremony.

Receive no gifts from monk or laity.

Let the monks wear their robes,

eat their meals,

and carry on as normal days.

-Takuan Soho


Posted in Martial Arts and Training, Strategy and Psychology with tags , , on January 10, 2013 by ctkwingchun


I’ll ask of the berserks, you tasters of blood,

Those intrepid heroes, how are they treated,
Those who wade out into battle?
Wolf-skinned they are called. In battle
They bear bloody shields.
Red with blood are their spears when they come to fight.
They form a closed group.
The prince in his wisdom puts trust in such men

Who hack through enemy shields.

His Dark Side Speaks; After Dark

Posted in Quotes and Articles with tags , , on October 12, 2012 by ctkwingchun

After dark, crept silent into misty mountain park.

Children’s climbing frame eerily jutting out of grassy knoll, silent, chamber echo of children playing, deathly absent.

Shadows splayed distant gust trees swaying.

Walk to frame, body drained.

Single one arm pull up pulls up tired strength full.

Head bowed black hood crowned.


Vacant park cemetery hollow dwelling vacuum void inside.

I am cold. I am empty. Lost myself. Come find.

Poets On The Peaks

Posted in Quotes and Articles with tags , , , , , , , , on October 4, 2012 by ctkwingchun

I’m reading this great book about Gary Snyder, Philip Whalen, Jack Kerouac, and with mentions of Allen Ginsberg, about their time spent on fire lookouts in the North Cascades of the USA.  It’s quite neat to read the real-life stories of these folks that are given new names in Jack Kerouac’s book The Dharma Bums – which is a most excellent read as well.

The 1950’s beat Buddhism generation were ahead of their time – beating the hippies of the 60’s and 70’s to the punch.  These folks fell in love with the Diamond Sutra (aka Diamond Cutter) and carried those old copies of Goddard and Suzuki around with them at all times.

Probably the most important thing about these people, at least to me, revealed through this aforementioned work, is how in order to write poetry and books, they used real life events applied to their craft.  They ate peyote, took Benzadrine and drank copious amounts of alcohol before sitting down in their chairs to write.  At one point, while Jack was up there on Desolation fire lookout, he came face to face with something other than what he was expecting; Jack was hoping to come face to face with God, Buddha or some Source while isolated and alone up there on the mountain – instead he came face to face with himself.

While I don’t engage in any consumption of drugs or alcohol, I am still able to gain insight into these people’s lives.  This work shows these revered poets and authors in true light: as human beings on a personal path of struggle and how some of the made it out the other end, and some of them died trying.  After all, I probably wouldn’t have been able to handle such harsh criticism from Alan Watts on my book and would have drank myself into the depths of hell just as Jack did (and wrote about in Big Sur).

But in my heart of hearts, these men will remain for what they were: extraordinary because there were so ordinary.  May their works live on forever.


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